unobviouspain

That's what I heard when I read the rants of some DA artists about the Square-Enix/DA contest.  I don't blame them, but it was a drop from a high that only existed because I wanted to think this shit was a nice scoop of motivation to draw something nice, that had fallen from the sky into my hands instead of being a faux opportunity and waste of time.  I already started on the sketches and I'd already come up with a character design, background story and all that shit for atleast one character in less than 12 hours.  And I was satisfied with it, which is rare.  I can never draw something unless it's for someone else.  If it's for me, I critici

Yup, that's what I'm doin.  Comin and goin.  It's hard for me to stick with things because I lose interest fast, but the least I can do is just make sure I'm doing 'something'.  Right now, that would be writing in this journal.  Later it just MIGHT be drawing.  Further on, it might be making dinner.  Then fiddling around with web layouts or something.  Then listening to music.  Then veoh.  Then tv.  Then cooking.  Then drawing.  Then going out for a long bus ride to nowhere and then back.  Then cooking.  Then drawing.  Then music.  Then tv.  Then cleaning.  Yeah, not much of that is planned, but I know I'll be doing more of it anyway, inevita

Well, still trying to get out of this rut right now...but I don't know what's going on with the DA friend list thing.  I was so confused when I looked at the page, and it won't let me do anything, but I accidentally ADDED a random person LOL.  Hopefully this thing'll get fixed soon...